My deptartment manager, Linda is so lazy. She comes in at least 15 minutes late every day and then when she does finally show up she buys her coffee and one for the lazy ass in receiving and goes to receiving and sits for a half hour back there and bullshits then comes back to the bakery tells everyone what to do and takes off again. She gives us some bs about going upstairs to do something on the computer. Who knows maybe she does do something on the computer but she stops along the way and talks to everyone in her path. And correct me if i am wrong but it does not take 45 minutes to use the computer to check email or do whatever else needs to be done. unless there are people ahead of u. If that is the case u go back to ur department and do other work and go back later. I thought about reporting her to Karen or the union but then i figured she will slowly hang herself cause Karen has got an eye on her and is on her back for being late all the time so i don't have to say a word all i have to do is let her get herself into trouble slowly but surely it will happen.
Today she came in 14 minutes late again like usual and instead of going back to the asshole, cause he wasn't at work today she spent a good 20 minutes talking to Facilies and George and did not do that much work, However when she saw there were big shot suits in the store she wanted me to label and put out all the cakes and stuff she had on the counter from doing the load, and wait on the customer that happened to be at dunkin at the time, while she sat and played with her hair. So i causually said out loud i will help the customer but it is twelve o`clock time for me to go home. and i left. But before when she first asked me to label the cakes i told her i didnt know the names of the cakes she said that is why i am here to help u, WRONG. YOU SHOULD BE THE ONE TO DO THIS U KNOW WHAT CAKES ARE WHAT! instead she just stands around and plays with her hair. Why is she a manager for? so she could tell us what to do and then walk off and bullshit all day. I don't think so. WHAT WE DO ALL THE WORK FOR HER LOOK GOODIDON'T THINK SO!!!! she got in trouble once for walking around and talking she will get in trouble again. NO WORRIES..i will just sit back and watch until she pulls the rope tight around her neck and finnally hangs herself. the end....

Ok here is another story about my beloved Stop&Shop...Or should i say Disney World the happiest place on earth. Today Linda, the bakery manager, kept asking me what was wrong,cause i did not have a stupid smile on my face, they all automatically assume something is wrong. Nothing is wrong ASSHOLES the only thing that is wrong is that people are up my ass to smile. This is pissing me off to no extent. If one more person tells me to smile i will scream.I know i should be nicer to the customers and treat them with respect even though half the time they don't deserve it. Ok i am working on that. But i can't walk around work all day with a stinken smile on my face, if i did that then they would think something was wrong again or maybe they would think that i finally got a boyfriend or something. As long as i do my job and treat the stinken customers right then leave me the hell alone about smiles. And the queen bitch today asked me if i was being good or was i bad. Why would i admit to her that i am being bad. That would be stupid of me.That fucking women treats everyone like a stupid person or like a child. That place makes me want to scream, so i am going to scream now!!!!!AAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHH!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHH!!!1 ok feeling better for now. Ok one more thing before i go.These stupid idiots from corparate keep giving us more work to do. Like from now on i have to scan all the old stuff that i take off the shelves and i have to scan the old yesterdays bake and now we have to label with the date the load that comes in before we put the boxes in the freezer. We have to check to make sure everything on the load comes in against some sheet. I don't even really know how to do that. I have to weigh the ground coffee every morning for dd and i also have to take the temps of the expresso and milk and coolata machines. The work gets more but the hours aren't getting any longer. I work six hours a day and i have work for eight or nine hours a day and then they expect me to be cheery and on top of all that i have the fucking customers to deal with. Amd do u think i should get a raise no why that is silly to even think it. the only raise i get is in April, once a fucking year. I SWEAR THIS JOB IS GOING TO TURN ME INTO A ALCOHOLIC. That is it for now. I am off tomarrow so i get to rest and be stress free for a day. I swear my favorite day of the week anymore is any day i am off! Today i told Virgina that she should smile more, and she said i am smiling on the inside, i said no u have to smile this is disneyland the happiest place in the world and i got this strange look from Linda. Oh well if looks could kill they would all be dead a long time ago cause i am the queen of dirty looks. Linda's wasnt really a dirty look just one of disbelive.

What are haters? For the longest time i could not, for the life of me, understand what a hater was???? I would hear it s in movies but never understood the meaning of it, until now. A hater is a person who is either misrable in his or her own life and want to make other people they come in contact with misrable as well. Or they could just be jealous of someone and want to spoil what good things the lucky person has. I had a friend once apon a time , where we both liked the same guy and supposedly her and her family knew which one of the two of us he liked but would not tell me. Eventually the truth came out, or what i thought was the truth at the time. They told me that he liked her. I was so upset and i believe in my heart that they knew the truth but just wanted to see me upset. I found out, on my own the real truth and was happy with the answer that i knew all along in my heart.Another thing this girl did to me cause of jealousy, I think in my gut feeling anyway, was get me fired from my previous job, we used to work their togther, she still works there.Reason being cause i was more popular then her. All the people that we used to work with liked me better then her and she could not have that, so out i go. Needless to say though that i got a better job then her and i am making more money then her and she has been there for a longer time then i have been at my current job. I am no longer friends with this person cause dispit all that, she would constantly lie to me about stupid shit and i eventually caught on and wasn't having it no more.
I also believe all greek people are haters. Now before anyone reads this and starts saying i am prejudice. I happen to be greek so i could make fun and put down my own kind. Hey it is not right but i speak the truth. Greek people look down upon everyone else, not all, upon other races. They are some of the snubbiest and rudest people. I know how some races are very close to their own people, they help each other when one is down and out. Not my nationality they will kick u when u are down.Example, my mother has not had a real full time job in two years. She works here and there part time. Instead of her cousins saying how are u doing with that?, do u need some assistance. No they tell her she should sell our home and move into a apartment. What good is that going to do cause to make a long story short we will be in the same boat eventually. With all that said and done i am suppose to go to work every day and smile and pretend like i don't have a care in the world,how am i suppose to do that when i am faced with such an ordeal at home, with my mom and not knowing from day to day if we will lose the house from lack of income. I help with all the small bills she has but i can't afford the morgage and i can't afford the property taxes. And my store manager the biggest two faced hater around expect me to change my behavior over nite and pretend to be happy when i am upset or hurting. I have always had trouble doing that my whole life and i am suppose to change a behavior i had for thirty-two years over nite just because these fucking customers are so misrrable that they need to make me even more misrable then what i am by reporting every stupid and abnoxious thing i do. I don't mean to act like that but i have so much on my mind that i just snap at times and people, customers,and my bitch of a store manager expect me to act like a stinking robot and put aside all my feelings and switch on a smile at the drop of a hat. I am sorry i am not able to fake happiness just like that. I am trying to change but like i said before, it can't happen over nite and the fucking cunt rag has to understand that. AND THE FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT CUSTOMERS NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT TOO!!!! THAT WE ARE FUCKING HUMAN AND WILL AT SOME POINT IN OUR FUCKING LIVES HAVE A BAD DAY AND BE UPSET!!!! THE SOONER THEY UNDERSTAND THIS THE BETTER OFF EVERYONE WILL BE. BUT UNFORTUNATELY THEY WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND SO NOW I AM FORCED TO WALK ON EGGSHELLS WITH THE THEM AND FORCE A SMILE AND A POSITIVE ATTITUDE, EVEN WHEN I FEEL LIKE SHIT OR AM HAVING A BAD DAY!! Or my punishment for this crime will be the unemployment line. This matter is making me sick, throwing up at all hours of the day and nite. How am i to force happiness?? PLEASE I NEED SOME HELP??? SOME ADVICE!SOMTHING! like when u are arrested amd are read ur rights. EVERYTHING U SAY CAN AND WILL BE USED AGAINST U. WELL THIS IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT MY JOB ANYMORE, THOSE WORDS ARE IN MY MIND EVERY MORNING WHEN I WAKE UP TO GO TO WORK, CAUSE ANYYTHING U SAY OR DO WILL BE USED AGAINST U IN THE LAND OF STOP&SHOP!!!!